Kanye Thought Kim Kardashian Would Leave Him After His TMZ Meltdown

Kanye West's ye is his Wyoming album. For months before its release late on May 31, there was talk of him recording in Jackson Hole, Kim Kardashian's visits to the resort town, and his album listening party on a ranch that brought everyone from Chris Rock to Jonah Hill to Wyoming and caused such a scene that it led to the venue actually adopting a "no more rappers" policy. (W has a report from inside the event here.) On Monday morning, the New York Times published a lengthy story giving an in-depth look into, well, life out west with West.

Having returned to being something of an open book as of late, West didn’t reveal anything too groundbreaking to the Times's Jon Caramanica, though he gave further details and insight into the stories behind all the recent headlines, from his diagnosis with bipolar disorder to—despite his father making the trek out to Wyoming to convince him otherwise—his support of Donald Trump.

Chief among those is, of course, the infamous, outrage-inducing comment he made about slavery to TMZ. While he elaborated on it to the Times close to two months after the fact, prefacing his thoughts by saying they’re more complex than a “one-liner or a headline,” he largely brushes it off on ye—or at least, anyway, on a macro level. Setting its broader political and societal ramifications aside, West instead honed in on the micro, devoting an entire song on ye to how the interview affected—and nearly ended—his relationship with Kim Kardashian.

Its title, “Wouldn’t Leave,” is a direct reference to the line “Told her she could leave me now, but she wouldn't leave.” That may seem like a rather evergreen line for someone married to Kanye West, but its context here is unambiguous, as it comes after the line: “I said, ‘Slavery a choice’—they said, ‘How, Ye?’/ Just imagine if they caught me on a wild day/ Now I'm on 50 blogs gettin' 50 calls/ My wife callin', screamin', say we 'bout to lose it all/ Had to calm her down 'cause she couldn't breathe.”

As West explains in the interview, even eight days before its release, he still hadn’t written any of the lyrics for ye, instead spending his time (twice) seeing Deadpool 2. He also unabashedly discusses handing over his notes on his feelings to other writers to parse out, and then directly taking lines from rappers like CyHi the Prince, Malik Yusef, and even Drake to make up significant portions of the album. Whether described by himself or someone else, though, according to West, the struggle at the center of “Wouldn’t Leave” was just as real and dramatic as it came across in the lyrics—to the point that he asked outsiders to weigh in on the state of his marriage.

“There was a moment where I felt like after TMZ, maybe a week after that, I felt like the energy levels were low, and I called different family members and was asking, you know, ‘Was Kim thinking about leaving me after TMZ?’” he said, in a rather rare sign that he understood at least some of the gravity of his comments. “So that was a real conversation.”

Kim Kardashian and Kanye West ahead of their wedding rehearsal dinner at Versailles in 2014.

That conversation would have taken place after he had the same one with Kardashian, which apparently left him uneasy and insecure enough to keep on pursuing it. Evidently, though, things worked themselves out; by the end of the month, for example, they celebrated their fourth anniversary, which Kardashian even bleached her hair for. Still, just to be safe, here's hoping they've kept in touch with Tony Robbins, who Kardashian tapped to, as the Times put it, "stage something like an intervention" in early 2017—or that she has another life coach up her sleeve.

Related: Kanye West Once Made Kim Kardashian Cry By Throwing Out 250 Pairs of Her Shoes

Kanye West backstage at the Truth Tour, in Baltimore, August 2004.

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