SHE’S the queen of British television, but Esther Rantzen’s life off camera has been a roller-coaster of triumphs and tribulations.
The brave 83-year-old is currently undergoing treatment for stage four lung cancer and today revealed she has joined assisted dying clinic Dignitas.
Speaking on Radio 4's The Today Podcast, Dame Esther said her decision was driven in part by her wish that her family's "last memories" of her are not painful.
Esther was forced to say a heartbreaking goodbye to her husband Desmond Wilcox in September 2000, when he passed away from heart disease aged 69.
The couple were together for 30 years, and Esther told Piers Morgan’s Life Stories she would give up a decade of her life to spend just ten more minutes by his side.
She told how they were incredibly close and would talk on the phone "perhaps eight or 10 times a day all our lives together".
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Esther's getting together with Desmond was controversial.
At the time he was head of the general features department where she worked at the BBC, and married to her best friend and colleague Patsy Wilcox, with whom he shared three children.
They embarked on eight year affair, which Esther – who at the time was a reporter on the consumer programme Braden's Week – later admitted she "deeply regrets" for the hurt it caused Desmond's family.
Discussing their affair on Piers Morgan’s Life Stories, Esther said: “It was disastrous really, from the point of view of Patsy and her three children.
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